OKK so i started eating most of my calories in the mornings so i burn them throughout the afternoon
today was 600!! my sister and mom and i drove p to maine for the weekend. i was so scared that we may stop for dinner somewhere on the way bt we got snacks @ a gas station so i said i wasn't hungry lolol it worked
the hotel was super nice
Day 24
OK THE REAL TEA BEGINS
so remember when i said my mom cold rin this whole thing for me?
SHE FOUND OT
so today was 400. we went out for breakfast, so i had a vegan bowl (literally fckin lettce with chickpeas) and then i had a protein bar. 400 done.
she was working the whole day so i didn't have to eat
THEn wE gO To jaPaNeSe resTAUranT
i was FREAKING HELL
i said i wasn't too hungry and we "shared" a plate of sushi, scallops, ect.
i had some sushi and left the table to spit it out. she bought it.
bt then she left 2 pieces of salmon and sushi for me. i tried telling her i wasn't hungry and that we could bring it back to the hotel room and that i'll eat it the next day, bt she got PISSED.
she told me if i don't eat it i'm going to be in BIG TROUBLE. i'm like oh shit
so i sat there and stared at the stupid sushi regretting all my life choices for like 15 minutes
i didn't end p eating it, we left
bt i convinced her that i was refusing to eat, so she yelled at me the rest of the night, threatened she'll pll me out of dance, send me to a treatment center, told my dad about it, showed me "proper meals," ect.
deep shit man
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